The Ocean of My Being

Have you ever wondered how it feels not to be able to do things that you like and you enjoy most because of fear... fear that something bad might happen to you at the end of the day? Have you ever wondered how it feels to be not understood by any other person? Or to have others think they know how you feel when they don't have even the slightest idea what you're going through? Have you ever wondered how it feels to know the truth and wish that you never did or you just didn't have a clue? Have you ever wondered how it feels to be helpless and you can't really do much about it? Have you ever wondered how it feels to want to give everything up, but you know you just can't because you'll hurt people if you do? Have you ever wondered how it feels to be put in a box where you can barely flex your muscles because, apparently, this is the best thing to do? Have you ever wondered how it feels to wait for something that might actually be nothing or nothing that might ac...

Ah, I missed blogging! I've finally gone back to work on the 1st (of this month). My job makes me want to go nuts and all sometimes, but I really do enjoy it. After being on-leave for almost two weeks, I really missed the sessions and the people. The Japanese admin staff are a little stricter now and I think it's all good. I have no problems with following rules as long as they're reasonable. It's very busy mornings and Mondays for me again.:) The semester is also nearing its end. This means that papers to be written are piling up at the moment. I have three papers to write and a final exam for one course. And, thing is my professor is not one to accept mediocrity in papers and answers. Plus, I still have to submit three other papers to two other professors. Now, as usual, I'm still waiting for inspiration! Waaah! :( If there's one thing that excites me to no end right now, it's Ramadhan ! Ramadhan will fall on October this year. How fast time ...